December 2008
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“I don’t know why we all hang on to something we know we’re better off letting...”
– (via littlemiss) (via flightles3bird)
Dec 31st
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Two thousand and nine, it's gonna be fine.
bebelestrange: mabelmoments: ( This year was ‘two thousand and eight , it’s gonna be great’ … what a crock of shit that was)
Dec 31st
“Each new day is a blank page in the diary of your life. The secret of success is...”
– Douglas Pagels (via willmccloud)
Dec 31st
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“So, this is my life. And I want you to know that I am both happy and sad and I’m...”
– Stephen Chbosky, author of The Perks of Being a Wallflower (via devincastro)
Dec 31st
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I wish I would stop having dreams about my first love. I wake up happy sure, but then I miss him and that was all so long ago.
Dec 31st
I feel really strange at the moment, and it has absolutely nothing to do with it being 2:30 in the morning either. I know a lot of it has to do with the silly little argument I had with Amanda on the phone today about phones. It wasn’t even that big of a deal or even that big of a fight and was forgotten within two and a half minutes of hanging up the phone but it still bothered me quite a...
Dec 29th
i am: floating in limbo. i think: in fragments. i know: that I did the right thing. i want: absolutely nothing from anyone. i have: the best friends anyone could ask for. i wish: on the first star I see every night (it’s true). i hate: that I hate. i miss: the security from knowing everyone at school. i fear: losing my teeth more than failing at life. i feel: my statement made...
Dec 28th
“Worry is a misuse of imagination.”
– Dan Zadra (via enquotations) (via willmccloud)
Dec 28th
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This is all I have to say on this
willmccloud: I can say with 100% certainty and sincerity that this is your loss.  Liking you helped me to realize the things I like about myself.  I should feel low, but I’ve never been more confident, because I never have to look back and think what if.  I am not as good as he is, I’m better, and I know it. I promise you, I won’t write about this anymore. This is exact. I wish I could meet...
Dec 28th
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I am sad tonight, and I’m ok with that.
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“Every relationship is fundamentally a power struggle, and the individual in...”
– Chuck Klosterman (via dylicious) (via willmccloud)
Dec 26th
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“One day, in retrospect, the years of struggle will strike you as the most...”
– Sigmund Freud (via champagnethursdays) (via willmccloud)
Dec 26th
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It has been my experience
willmccloud: that people are never nearly as fascinating as you have made them out to be in your mind.  If you find someone to be unbearably cool from afar, it is no doubt because they put a great deal of effort in making it seem so.  These people are the trendy pair of jeans that cost too much and come with holes already worn in them: fabricated and manufactured depth and appeal.  What is really...
Dec 26th
“Never pretend to a love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to...”
– Alan Watts (via willmccloud)
Dec 26th
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Note to self:
willmccloud: Desperation does not look good on you.  Feign self-confidence, and maybe you’ll be a good enough actor that you’ll fool yourself!  I can’t help but feel invisible sometimes.
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Warning: Pissed while writing.
Well first of all, Amber if you pay attention to my tumblr at all, let me tell you that you always find the best quotes. And Amanda, I am SO glad you were home tonight. Biffles. That being said, let me also say that tonight was a very, very bad night. Listen, I may not be a local celebrity around this joint but let’s face it, Livonia isn’t really that big of a deal so I don’t...
Dec 22nd
“When everything seems to be going against you, remember that the airplane takes...”
– Henry Ford (via poignant) (via kari-shma) (via isay) and Bob Segar’s still running against the wind (via bebelestrange)
Dec 22nd
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“It is better to be hated for what you are than to be loved for something you are...”
– Andre Gide (via kari-shma) (via ah3witt)
Dec 22nd
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Right around the time I start questioning my place in the world or the meaning of life or anything deeper than my usual shallow thoughts I decide it would be best for me to just go to bed. Good night.
Dec 19th
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Dec 15th
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I’ve created this expensive habit of buying a pack of cigarettes when I’m upset then feeling beyond guilty for it and then giving what’s left of the pack to a coworker so I no longer have them in my possession.The person I give them to is always happy, that’s all that counts I guess. I wake up in the morning confused about where I am and frustrated because I have nothing...
Dec 15th
“Life will bring you pain all by itself. Your responsibility is to create joy.”
– Milton Erickson, MD (via thehotness) (via moniekh) (via justlia) (via breathsoftruth) (via kari-shma) (via ah3witt)
Dec 15th
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Dec 13th
I bought a pack of American Spirits. I smoked three of them in less than an hour. I am disappointed in myself. They didn’t even make me feel better. Really that was all I was after.
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Coming back down
has never been this hard before.
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“The best day of your life is the one on which you decide your life is your own....”
– Bob Moawad (via thresca) (via marjchun) (via expectoomuch) (via ah3witt)
Dec 11th
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Dec 11th
Here are some great reasons to enroll in “Higher Rhetoric”: ➭ It’s an incredibly interesting and provocative topic! Drugs are fun. Drugs are dangerous. Drugs can kill you. Drugs can make you feel things you’ve never imagined. Drugs, broadly defined, are literally everywhere and relate to every facet of our lives. They link us socially, politically, and economically and are often used to smooth...
Dec 11th